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I have problems with depresson today isnt a good day, but tjats my problem & life.
They did fix my well pump, its nice to have watter & use it the way you want to.Makes us see how spolied we are & very blessed.It cost us $1,000.00.Yep but thank God it wasnt the weel.
Zoey is happy mail lady left her her treats.We played ball today.hope we can go for a walk not susre yet.
Ron looked for Dr.'s today.I am going to see about this new Dr I have heard so much about.I pray he will take my insurance.He seams like the Dr whom i lost.
They keep calling about the car, we all msot bought.They keep getting better.I told Ron if it isnt the one I had picked out the one I feel in love with it.Because it cost money & longer years I wanted what I wanted & not be disapomited.for many years.All so said that i still needed a stage for my puppets,& laptop see his smoke really got to me today.Really hurt today.I so wish he would do soemthing.So i said the stage & laptop was more inportant & needed.We sahll see what hes going to do.I pray he will thank this out so thats my pray.All so told him that they will give us better deal at the end of month I think.I jsut said Lord all this is up to you do what is needed because its out of my hands.
I am getting so discurage about the puppets because of trying to get a stage soem how.found one own sale to order looks like what i need easy to put up & down & carry.Just seams to have to sort of fight to do what God wants me to do. Guess some people dont understand, what it means to me or that I do talk to God.
I am visting a church right now, will check out one or 2 more.Will thats all whats going own hear for now.Hope all is well that reads this.May God bless you all forever.Vicky