Yesterday

My depression that I do hae really was bad yesterday.I stayed in my bed room for most of the day dark, no t.v.I had trued to talk to my husband about thinks & that didnt work at all,he hasnt done the check book in months ,not the frist time, but I needed this so very badSo he threw it at me & got mad.
I did get what I nedded but something happned that I got that isnt the way it should have been.Trying to save a dollar, no more will I do that.Its ok just not the way I thought it would have worked.
My husband & I fought a lot.I just stayed in my bed room.
Toady ,will I did something I was asked to do from my church & now it looks like they didnt need it.Thats because they didnt call me back like I had ask.Oh well mabey they can use it next year.I was all so to bring a game but some how it got lost, then I asked the sectarey to help, she complained to the person that was to call me, but that one said will so & so is doing it.See i wouldnt have wasted my gas, time, money had I know this.thats why the girl should have called me back.See the things that happnes when you don't call, emal, or answer back .People can be hurt.
Thats why I am posting.Why doe it hurt to call back.Espcalley if you have a sell phone.Why can't emails be sent back,why cant a question be answred.
Why is it that you poor your heart out & its all over the church or work place.Why is it that you dont know whom to trust because of that.Why when someone is goan form a church for months that you can't cal say we miis you, not watting till they see you.It's so very easy to say I miss you to hard to really mean it.Pick up the phone, sned a card, meet them some where & have lunch or ask them to your home for coffee or go to theres if you asked.Mean it from your heart.
Will because my husband is being like he is, I wil go. Stay in my bed room but for one thing I must go out for.then go to my room stay there .Cant stand the smoke,or the no answering a questng.God bless Victoria