Thanksgiving 2008

I have had 60 Thanksgiving's yep sure have.No I don't rember all of them but quite a few.I rember my granson who is now 14 so he has had 15 of them, he was a few months old,Tiffanie his mom took him to a friend's .We have some of the quitest moves.I can rember that like it was yesterday.
Today was no way the day I thought it would have been.Frist of all I had a country ham sandwich for my brakefast & lunch.It was ok a little salty , I did rinse it & all that.I guess it didnt work.But I ate it.
Ron sleep most of the day got sick this afternoon, after he put something together thta I put my yard things in.Garden things.That was easy.He did work to hard I guess, but still is smokeing.He is better for hes going to Wall Mart , yes there open so is kamart.
I want get into it all but I try so hard to get him to at lest answer me when I say . lets do this or that, he want.So instead of getting ready & we dont go or he waits to go for 3 hrs or more, yep he does that.I just decied not to go anywhere because I said lets just go soemwhere Mon (our Anv)like the Subway or soemthing like that,then Wed you have a Appt . then we can go to a nice place but not real rick place, because they have moore things there.I wanted 1 week or longer for him to answer, he didn.So i didnt go for either thing.Will since he got up with head ace & sleep a lot I knew he wasnt going to day even after he braged to soemone else about takeing me.So I didnt get ready for that either.Will now he is going to get him something & I had popcorn, may make some home made pot chips.that wil be my over eatting for thanksgiving lol.i did have a small tea cup of chia tea.& donut.Was good.But I am stil thankfull I have had 60 Thanksgiving,does that mean I am not sad no way at all .Yes i am hurt ,I am human,yes I know that many people are so much wrose & hurting so much more than I am.But right now my hurt is my hurt.
You whom are going threw so much my heart goes out to you.Death,devoice,seperation, familey not there,being alone, sick, in hospital & loved one or friend is in there.So own & own.I know your are hurting my prays & heart is with you.Rember your not alone hold Jesus hand threw all the storms.hes hold yours.I know the frist Thanksgiving,Christmas,birthday,Anniversaire,vacations,so own & own hurts like everything.hold Jesus hand hes hold yours.My heart goes out to you all .
So what did i do today.I took Zoey, my dog, for along walk at our place that we like a lot,then played with ehr in the yard 2 times, Ron did some to.So she had great day , now shes sleeping lol.So is the cat he didnt do anything thing, ha ha. I loved the walk, so nice , saw animals all over Zoey so much wantd to get some of them, but she didnt lol.Was good when I said no.Just saw all of God's work, a very warm day.So I had agreat day after all. Just alitle sad for it seams whem i try to take up for my self things back fire thats fine.Playing ball with her was fun, shes so neat.
Will this 2008 may not have been waht I wanted but it sure could have been so much wrose.So this Christain that loves jesus so much is just a little sad.OH forgot to till you 2 freinds, mom, sis, & my daughter all called me .Now thats neat.
Now hope you all had a outstanding thanksgiving.May next year even be better. God bless you all. ----vicky